When I speak of the Six here I refer to the Six of Cups in the Tarot cards which is a card of nostalgia and of the Number 6 in Numerology. Being born an analytical 7, I don’t particularly like how the Six energy is hijacking my intellect and bringing about more Piscean or Neptunian energy into the foreground of my present timeline.

I am currently in a Six Universal Year or Six Personal Year. The last time I encountered the Six energy it was during a personal month back in February 2012 and despite the huge impact (eventually beneficial) of the seemingly impulsive sacrifice I made, I could not get rid of the feeling that the first step I initially took made a mess out of everything. In a nutshell what took place in February to March 2012 was exactly like the quote “The truth shall set you free, but first it will make you feel miserable.” I made everybody who was directly involved miserable precisely because of the hidden human ills that was already set in motion. Since what I did allowed everybody to start with a clean slate, not every one was willing to let go of the clingy evil.

When I knew 2014 was going to be a Six Personal Year, I had to prepare myself mentally. By the second half of the year I was thrown into a familiar feeling of nostalgia, of something I had abandoned before – my feelings for XX.

By the end of 2012 the guy thanked me for being a special friend. There is that Sun (his) and Venus (mine) in Pisces composite connection. No surprises there. What I did not anticipate though was how the small exchanges or minor interactions since the second half of this year could still trigger feelings of undeniable Sun and Venus in Pisces connection. It was like a volcano that was dormant for some time. The 7 in me knew I was still secretly in love with him but that opportunities for proximity are rather not forthcoming and that I always have to trust the process. I keep deluding myself “this too shall pass” and keep my interaction with him down to nil because of the cloud of the Six.

By the time I got out of the house this afternoon and decided to go to the bank, I saw that the boundary of the low pressure greyish clouds were slowly chasing out the clear bluish ones. I saw the same cloud depiction from an Instagram post of a friend a few hours earlier. That was no coincidence.